Life.. the toughest reason to live!!

Is life really complicated or do we make it complicated?

Have you ever thought when was the last time you were confident about what you were doing?

The correct decision!

The right choice!

Why is it always that we have to choose ? Choose something over the other ?

Why is it always that we lose some to gain some?

Why can't we have all the happiness? Why is it always that when we want the life to go our way, it never goes that way?

Why do we start expecting so much from life when we know we will not get what we want?

Why is it that when we stop living or we are fed up of life we bump our selves into the very the very thing that becomes the reason to live again?

Why is it always the hard way?

Why can't we close our eyes and just go on and choose a path and assume that it would be right no matter what??

I guess that's life ... to make someone happy you have to make someone sad..

Another heart break!! oh i am so used to it now!! i feel being negative helps because you don't expect that thing anymore.

Where was i wrong? Was loving him a wrong step ? Or letting him take advantage of my love ? I could have done anything for him. Just a call away.. waiting for his call.

Never knew it would end up like this.Never thought he wouldn't even have a bit of respect.

Why is life so complicated? Why is it when someone loves you, you don't realize his importance? Now all i am left with is to console my self by saying i deserved someone better.

Is it really true?

Who decides this? Who decides who is better for whom?

Like any other person I feel like killing myself but does he deserve it? Is he worth my life? Should i end my life and give pain to my loved ones for someone for whom i don't even exist? This doesn't mean my love for him is fake or I am a afraid.

Just that losing my life won't make a difference to him(wish it did)

I feel I have lost him.

But did i ever have him?

I still love him!

But can I ever stop it?

I wish to get him!

But will this come true?

I wish the best for him, can never see him in pain

Still wish he saw mine !

All wishes never come true however i still pray..

I still hope someday he will realise my worth.