Another heart break!! oh i am so used to it now!! i feel being negative helps because you don't expect that thing anymore.

Where was i wrong? Was loving him a wrong step ? Or letting him take advantage of my love ? I could have done anything for him. Just a call away.. waiting for his call.

Never knew it would end up like this.Never thought he wouldn't even have a bit of respect.

Why is life so complicated? Why is it when someone loves you, you don't realize his importance? Now all i am left with is to console my self by saying i deserved someone better.

Is it really true?

Who decides this? Who decides who is better for whom?

Like any other person I feel like killing myself but does he deserve it? Is he worth my life? Should i end my life and give pain to my loved ones for someone for whom i don't even exist? This doesn't mean my love for him is fake or I am a afraid.

Just that losing my life won't make a difference to him(wish it did)

I feel I have lost him.

But did i ever have him?

I still love him!

But can I ever stop it?

I wish to get him!

But will this come true?

I wish the best for him, can never see him in pain

Still wish he saw mine !

All wishes never come true however i still pray..

I still hope someday he will realise my worth.